Being home for the past months since the lockdown due to Covid19 pandemic triggers a lot of emotions and memories. And I feel it's for the better because it helps me become more conscious and aware of my what and #whys.
As I was browsing my old notebooks and #SoleSearchingSoul journals, I saw one of the undated entry I wrote... It must have been in 2016 or 2017 when I was in #Cyberjaya#Malaysia.
I remember sometime in 2018 and even in 2019, I had some thoughts of #slowingdown... And by that I mean just being more aware of the things I do, of who I am becoming...not running away from every bit of emotion I feel by processing it. A part of me long to finally meet and heal my #innerchild because I hope to be more spiritually and emotionally mature. I wanted to bring my #conciousness to a higher level so that I'll be able to master myself.
And I guess 2020 is giving me that precious time to reflect, to heal and to discern. To be able to finally close the old chapters of my life and apply the lessons from my past mistakes and experiences. "What do I really care about?!"
I have been pondering for a few months now about this #SSSoulful question because I know that my answer will surely define my #TransformativeThirty journey... not only this year but the decade ahead of me. ALLISON